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Racism.

I stand here, knee-deep in cold, murky sea water, And close my eyes. Freedom. The Goddess and the God are here, in me, alive, no matter what you believe. I look around. A middle aged black woman is burying her toes in the soft sand as it sinks with her feet. She laughs, and I laugh with her as she dances in the water, her path covered by waves as she walks on. It's a simple, beautiful moment. Reminds me of how three days before I saw four Jamaican women by the river in the late afternoon sunshine, picking apples from the trees, laughing together in harmony. Why? Because life is that simple. And most o

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Bigger Fish To FryI'm the girl you feared. I'm the girl they spoke about, in those spiteful snickers
In those grubby corridors.
I am the girl who lived through the teens Bearing the marks of the trade; I'm the girl who learned not to care.
I became the girl just wanted to leave town; When I did I left too much behind. I'm the girl that tried to make something of herself...
I'm the girl that's someone else. Here, they call me fonder nicknames Than they ever did in school.
Because here, there is no discriminate; No reason to act 'cool'. And yet I stil Bigger Fish To Fry
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Stream of ConsciousnessEverything has a place. A key in a lock, a child in a nursery. Everyone seems to have a place that suits them just fine, A place they can call home, without feeling a little pinprick of hurt. Just feeling warm.
I don't have that, not since I moved out of my home. The first thing my Mother did was move everything around.
I don't have a room there anymore. I don't blame her, she needed the room. But from a marketing perspective, that is effectively wiping part of my identity. Anyway. The reason I'm typing this is not to complain. It's more to reflect. If I don't get Stream of Consciousness
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La Vie, Subject To Change.Just my thoughts and me In a block of a hundred and fifty people Strangers, faces, friends.
My new start began here, in a world where
Social trends seemed to be the main concern And I became someone I don't recognise, A braver person than me,
I became a girl called 'Rexy'. The basics of home remained, But I grew up alot in a few weeks, With just my thoughts and me.
I pushed away the betrayal, the lies, the hurt, The bullshit that had once shaped the persona. Happy-go-lucky became my everyday And I wasn't faking a word of it.
La Vie, Subject To Change.
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Bold.Your selfish giveaways In an attempt to look the victim Your treacherous acts
Ever the source of mistake
Your fucked up narcissism It may just be impossible to hate you any more, Your Lear-esque drive for affection Will keep you lining my pockets
And lo, and behold, When you realise you never bought my love, Just stole my time And wasted my years
Your sorry little tragedy This was doomed from the start You were the unfortunate catalyst In the birth of my heart. Bold.
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This is me.
I am Dawny. As is written across my nose in eyeliner.
If that seems strange to you, it's only gonna get worse from now on.
I'm just a girl who wants to die happy and proud of everything she did.
I love mangoes and Tim Minchin.

Need I say more? :]

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Current Residence: someplace west of Hell.
Interests: Gigs. Literature. Art.
Favourite band or musician: Tim Minchin!
Favourite genre of music: I'm besotted by pretty much everything.
Favourite poet or writer: Carol-Ann Duffy.
Tools of the Trade: Experiences, a pen...and paper. :]

Website: http://www.myspace.com/damnedndamnproud
Email: perfectlyimperfectlydawn@hotmail.co.uk

Journerrrific.

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 25, 2009, 4:39 PM

So, I'm in the latter few weeks of my first semester at university.
And, I'm already bored of reading about what other people have done.
I'm bored of missing home and I'm bored of the -even though somewhat loose- routine.
This isn't really why I came here.
I LOVE my course. I LOVE my friends here..don't get me wrong, I just wish there was less theory and more 'get up and go'
I wanna take a few risks; I don't wanna do coursework.

I'm gonna finish the year, of course. And if I pass I'll decide what to do next; if I should get a job in music and take a break for a while, or if I should stick it out here for three years. Which to me sounds a bit soul-deadening.

I just wanna have incentive to get out of bed; I'm so tired of knowing precisely what to expect of my days.

That's why I'm doing such a unique course after all.

Hmmm.

I just don't know I guess.
I don't know if I'm the same person I was when I left home..
The independence is awesome, though.
It's just...
I wanted a place to find myself, career-wise.
And I know WHAT I want to do, but unless I get out there and do it on my own, it won't happen.

THAT TAKES GUTS.

gahh.

I'll stop complaining.
I have an amazing life, all things considered.
Cheap rent, good friends. Amazing girlfriend. Prospects; I've been told it's easily within my grasp to leave uni with a 1st. But the effort...

I'm going now. :]

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~AshleyTunbridge Oct 22, 2009, 12:24:37 PM

hugz! x

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Art is what you can get away with...

~yourladyofsorrow Oct 27, 2009, 2:34:55 PM

Lovez

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'Love me tenderly
While I rape your dignity'

~TheYoungPoet.

~Mazzy-elf Sep 17, 2009, 4:19:29 AM

Hello (do you still use this account?)

You know I'm not the wordy type, but I have read some of your poems n_n
why haven't you uploaded any drawings? I want to see what you've been doodling lately XP

~yourladyofsorrow Sep 24, 2009, 11:58:37 AM

hey!! long time no speak..
i will upload some just for you now i have a comp all to myself

hehe
whatd you think of my ramblings?

i've been peeking at your deviations and you're still ridiculously brill!!
=]
how have yyou been?
xx

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'Love me tenderly
While I rape your dignity'

~TheYoungPoet.

~Mazzy-elf Sep 29, 2009, 3:53:18 AM

Yeay pictures, I can't wait to see them :3
I just got a PC too after my lappy died XD
Ramblings are always good.

Thank you, I've been ok I suppose, I have to go to a mental health clinic now though cause I was thinking of stupid things, but I'm mending :3 how are you?

~yourladyofsorrow Oct 1, 2009, 4:40:51 PM

woo for ramblings.

Ahh, i've been well thanks..uni is fun and stuffs. I'm sorry to hear that! But glad you're on the mend =]

do you still use the same msn addy or do youhave a newer one?

x

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'Love me tenderly
While I rape your dignity'

~TheYoungPoet.

~Mazzy-elf Oct 2, 2009, 3:40:33 AM

It's still the same... I just forget that I have MSN XD

~GemmaZ Aug 20, 2009, 5:18:00 AM

Thanks for the fave

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